How do i ever tell someone this.
Will he ever understand?

I've been stabbed on my back one too many times,
i would stand up and recover,
sometimes i would fall on my knees and cry
wishing it would stay away from me.

Present, after getting away from it
the stab on my back heal
leaving scars that remind me of the past
too painful past

keep turning my head to the back
making sure no one will stab me again
looking over my shoulder there's no one there
am i too concious?

So how do i tell that someone that he's unlucky to have me.
am i a jinx in this kind of field?
well im clueless when im in this situation.
haiz

my parent ask me to go on a trip with them.
should i?
i wanna get away from everything..
mabe i should

if i confirm my decision,
i hope my parent wont trip
last minute again.

LOVE,
Nadia