Sunday, April 5, 2009
Its 3amIve just got back from the hospital.
My grandpa condition still the same
mabe a little bit better.
He still cant move, eyes cant open and
he cant speak.
Tomorrow he will go for a scan for his brain.
i hope everything will be alright
or else my grandpa will have to go for
operation.
Nurse told,be prepared for the worst
there is a low chance.
i didnt cry today, but all the emotion is buried
deep in me. Im scared once i cry i wont stop.
i have no one to cry to..
i wish i did have someone special.
a shoulder to lean and cry on.
so i rather hold my tear back.
not letting anyone c that im weak.
thats all for now.
all plans for the future have been canceled
i prefer this way.i prefer to be alone.
.nadia.