Monday, June 29, 2009
!!!!!!!!!!Today's is Econs exam!!!!!!!!!
i found a letter i wrote
just when my granpa went away.
Here goes..
To the best man, father and grandpa
Atuk, i will always remember word for word
you said.
do you know that i wasnt ready for you to go.
At the hospital, i told God
i wanted to be in your place
i rather suffer than you
i wish we would trade places
I wanted you to fight your way
but i know that you were suffering
so i had to accept than you might go
Atuk b4 you left, you achieved everything
wanted in life, but left something
in our family, you left good memories
you was/is and will always be the best grandpa
Everytime im leaving your place
after you went to buy food for
kak mi and my family
you would give me $ running
to his room to take it and remind
to cross the road properly
you always give me $ to buy food
in sch but i didnt.
i put it in my coin bank, knowing you might
go someday.and all the $ is what i had of you
your a strong man
although your eyes is blurry...almost blind
but without fail you went Geylang every week.
i remember you brought me to Geylang to eat
your fave satay babat and corn drink with corn inside
i reluctant to eat but went i eat it i was hooked
Eerytime i go to your place
hope to be greeted by you
you werent there
i really wish time would go back
but i know i have to accept the fact.
Atuk i love you too much & no one can replace you
NOone
Love your granddaughter
Nadia
just when my granpa went away.
Here goes..
To the best man, father and grandpa
Atuk, i will always remember word for word
you said.
do you know that i wasnt ready for you to go.
At the hospital, i told God
i wanted to be in your place
i rather suffer than you
i wish we would trade places
I wanted you to fight your way
but i know that you were suffering
so i had to accept than you might go
Atuk b4 you left, you achieved everything
wanted in life, but left something
in our family, you left good memories
you was/is and will always be the best grandpa
Everytime im leaving your place
after you went to buy food for
kak mi and my family
you would give me $ running
to his room to take it and remind
to cross the road properly
you always give me $ to buy food
in sch but i didnt.
i put it in my coin bank, knowing you might
go someday.and all the $ is what i had of you
your a strong man
although your eyes is blurry...almost blind
but without fail you went Geylang every week.
i remember you brought me to Geylang to eat
your fave satay babat and corn drink with corn inside
i reluctant to eat but went i eat it i was hooked
Eerytime i go to your place
hope to be greeted by you
you werent there
i really wish time would go back
but i know i have to accept the fact.
Atuk i love you too much & no one can replace you
NOone
Love your granddaughter
Nadia
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Today, i woke uplunch was on the table.
nice!
have BBQ fish, prawn, and siput sedut
yum2.
you called.
said buy me a present.
im so curious..
cant wait to see you tmr.
so happy! weee.!
i will squeeze you till you cant breath
jus like adam family mum.
yea yeah....
still i cant believe you went
Malaysia on our 1 yr and 11 mnth anni!
i couldnt sleep till 10am for 2 days
we always say goodnite.
&
today i study.
exam tmr.im sure i can make it.
*wanna say, say it to me! pffft!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
alot of pic so i did slideshow.
Niway Happy 1 yr and 11mnth...! idiot...!
They sing nicer than the original singer..
Exclusive
Verse 1: Qwanell]
Life is such a crazy thing
It’s never really what it seems
Cause first we were chillin’, now I’m catchin feelings
Can you tell me what this means
I’m goin’ through my voicemail
And I’m saving every message you sent
Tryna read between the lines
To see if there was something I missed
[Beat-section: Brian]
All of a sudden my vision became so clear
Everything I needed was right here
Before me (before me)
So pressed to let you know just how you make me feel
Never had a feeling that’s so real
Control me (and I’m ready, girl I’m ready)
[Chorus]
Don’t wanna play no games, I want you exclusive
Baby we should just do this
With a feeling so strong
How can we go wrong
No games I want you exclusive
There’s no more excuses
The feeling’s so right
I want you girl, I need you girl
[Verse 2: Willie]
(oh oh oh) I really love your company
(oh) hate it when you gotta leave
Another opportunity
For me to say everything
So tell me if I’m buggin’
When you look at me like that (like that)
I wanna say somethin’
But I don’t know how you gonna react
[Beat-section: Robert]
All of a sudden my vision became so clear
Everything I needed was right here
Before me… uh ha (before me)
So pressed to let you know just how you make me feel
Never had a feeling that’s so real
Control me (and I’m ready, girl I’m ready)
[Chorus: Robert w/ ad libbs]
Don’t wanna play no games, I want you exclusive
Baby we should just do this
With a feeling so strong (strong)
How can we go wrong (ooh woo uh ah)
No games I want you exclusive
There’s no more excuses (no more excuses)
The feeling’s so right
I want you girl, I need you girl
[Bridge: Brian & Qwanell]
Oh you knew it all along (you knew all along that I loved you)
What was going on
Let me state my claim (ah ah ah)
Before it’s to late
I don’t care how this may sound (sound)
But you need to know right now (ay)
So I might as well
Just come right out and tell you
[Beat-section: Big Mike]
All of a sudden my vision became so clear
Everything I needed was right here
Before me… oh whoa whoa (before me)
So pressed to let you know just how you make me feel
Never had a feeling that’s so real
Control me (and I’m ready, girl I’m ready) (baby baby baby… yeah yeah)
[Chorus: Big Mike w/ ad-libbs]
Don’t wanna play no games, I want you exclusive
Baby we should just do this (we shoud just do this)
With a feeling so strong (so strong)
How can we go wrong (how can we go wrong)
No games I want you exclusive (I want you exclusive)
There’s no more excuses (no more excuses)
The feeling’s so right
I want you girl, I need you girl
[Chorus: Big Mike w/ ad-libbs]
Don’t wanna play no games, I want you exclusive
Baby we should just do this (we shoud just do this)
With a feeling so strong (so strong)
How can we go wrong (how can we go wrong)
No games I want you exclusive (I want you exclusive)
There’s no more excuses (no more excuses)
The feeling’s so right
I want you girl, I need you girl
[ Exclusive (No Excuses) Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
Now my mind is just like a broken video recorder.
keep playing back all the sweet memories
playing over and over again.
i remembered at the MRT
one time i wanted to try my hair parting
to the other side.
You notice and said "eh your hair wrong parting"
w/o asking u change it.
i could only smile silently to myself
it was sweet and hilarious at the same time.
but still i wont forgive u,
oky now im angry again
taik!
how Fifi, Kiki & Popo?!?!
keep playing back all the sweet memories
playing over and over again.
i remembered at the MRT
one time i wanted to try my hair parting
to the other side.
You notice and said "eh your hair wrong parting"
w/o asking u change it.
i could only smile silently to myself
it was sweet and hilarious at the same time.
but still i wont forgive u,
oky now im angry again
taik!
how Fifi, Kiki & Popo?!?!
Today my idiot bf went to Malaysia.
why idiot? ya coz his parent told him last min.
he went home packing..then bye2...it happen less that 2 hrs k!
i think if its me, he would have cry days and nights!!!
and admitted to the hospital for asthma...
trust me it happen b4, except for the crying part.
i feel i wanna scream!!!!!
i wanna swear all the maki's...From A - Z!!!!!.
watever la..Fed up siak, taik! Haha..
i make sure he will suffer when he come hm.. :) :)
one day i will have my revenge!
argggh!
He msged from malaysia.
"im at johor, Take care syg(love) nadia, i love you, dont do anything
please, bye syg(love)"
"dont do anything b(baby), later i call you, love you"
oh scared i do anything behind!
i forget what i wanna post in the first place.
this is not going well...
*if you read this, you better ****ing
do some long written apology with a card, being me to Swensen,
and J-CO..and if we go Tioman, i dont want SPA.you better massage me!!
**i bring the ****ing oil there!!!!!!!!!!
!Nadia!
why idiot? ya coz his parent told him last min.
he went home packing..then bye2...it happen less that 2 hrs k!
i think if its me, he would have cry days and nights!!!
and admitted to the hospital for asthma...
trust me it happen b4, except for the crying part.
i feel i wanna scream!!!!!
i wanna swear all the maki's...From A - Z!!!!!.
watever la..Fed up siak, taik! Haha..
i make sure he will suffer when he come hm.. :) :)
one day i will have my revenge!
argggh!
He msged from malaysia.
"im at johor, Take care syg(love) nadia, i love you, dont do anything
please, bye syg(love)"
"dont do anything b(baby), later i call you, love you"
oh scared i do anything behind!
i forget what i wanna post in the first place.
this is not going well...
*if you read this, you better ****ing
do some long written apology with a card, being me to Swensen,
and J-CO..and if we go Tioman, i dont want SPA.you better massage me!!
**i bring the ****ing oil there!!!!!!!!!!
!Nadia!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
us at Chijmes
when lavender to check out package.
we eat tulang merah...sedap seh...
our finger all red.
then check out the holiday package.tot wanna go Tioman but now cant!
went to town. buy for my dad present.
then we went to Chijmes, bobby's
get to eat ice cream brownie for FOC
for some reason. haha. which cost $15
then we went to back tamp.
meet friend.
supper with them, when rizael hs,
watch 1408..
JUS WHEN MY PARENT SAY YES!!!
things happen seh!!
a lot of things..
i can feel my heart break into pieces.
we plan wanna go Tioman.
.go diving
.go fishing
.do all shits
.go to the water fall
.spa
though its my call to say yes or no!
but i would say no.
who wanna feed my ah b and ab smoll..?
hehe no la.
some reason, very very big reason$$...
*hint*hint ..sort of..
it didnt happen to me,but i have to be selfish to be kind.
*not your fault k... trust me i will stick by you..dont worry
everything gonna be ok? ;) just be more careful.
~love,Nadia~
things happen seh!!
a lot of things..
i can feel my heart break into pieces.
we plan wanna go Tioman.
.go diving
.go fishing
.do all shits
.go to the water fall
.spa
though its my call to say yes or no!
but i would say no.
who wanna feed my ah b and ab smoll..?
hehe no la.
some reason, very very big reason$$...
*hint*hint ..sort of..
it didnt happen to me,but i have to be selfish to be kind.
*not your fault k... trust me i will stick by you..dont worry
everything gonna be ok? ;) just be more careful.
~love,Nadia~
Saturday, June 20, 2009
wow! it 7 am im not a sleep.dreadful eye bags i have now.
actually i have already, but worst.
due to korean drama.
"oh sung jung vs karl"
i need to meet Lil at 12.30 later.
i doubt we both can wake up.
hmm..let see.. :)
im so sleepy..
bubye nite nite..
Friday, June 19, 2009
yes i want to run away from singapore!!!
i want holiday!!!
i want massages!
i want beautiful beaches...
IF MY PARENTS LET ME!!
aiyo..
please let me....
just say yes..! ill be humming all week long...
and will be going next month..
i wish im 25. i think if im 28 my parents will still treat me like a baby
humph!!
oky let cut the crap and move on.
Yesterday LiL and i watch drag me to hell!
at the end of the movie, were looking at each other like.
WTF! oky the movie not predictable.
After a while i said to myself what a stupid movie!
why did the old lady curse her for stupid reason.
its isnt her fault!!..
but superb ending!.. no ghost or what so ever..
so my nightsss will be peaceful...
love ~nadia~
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
well what i know i cant control youcause i have no reason too.
i just want you to take care.
remember i will love you 4ever..
no matter what.
That time after shisha,
Lil and i went to ECP.
on the grass, we gaze at the stars.
lots and lots of star.
better than punggol. :)
then we heard screaming and shouting
we didnt care.
Then we saw ambulance and police car.
this girl wanted to drown herself.
some1 save her..bla bla bla
and she said F**k alot of times to the police.
so daring..
actually she's drunk..and calling NORA! nora!!
oky that was so scary..n funny..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Yati, majidah, sue, me, aini
Besties
Me and aini..not maintaining face hahaa..More pics as soon my friends tag me at facebook..
* sayang thanks for being the best...love you muack!
~Love~
*Nadia*
martian vs alien
My aunt grows banana at her backyard
Fish tank at the stairs
Just like pet society!... i love the swing
Balcony
Junks!!!! chocolate, soft drink.... A Fridge just for junk food...
My cute nenek... pretty rite?
..me...
Guitar hero my fave!
Wii..!
On movie night we watched Rec at the tv room... woah freaking scary the french version!..
then we watched legally blond..
Just love it there, so relaxing the best part eatting chill crab and black pepper crab, with lala!
yum2... shiok! hehe...
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
I forgot to update HAHA!
i trim my hair, it still long..
i highlight it too..
will post pics. dont laugh..! :)
looks exactly when i was kindergarten.
love,
Nadia
Hey you guy!
im at my cuz place..(the summer house)
At BO SENG AVE!
Like gossip girl, summer house at Hampton
SORT of la...
OKY GTG..
Im playing guitar hero... CIOU!
will update more...
im at my cuz place..(the summer house)
At BO SENG AVE!
Like gossip girl, summer house at Hampton
SORT of la...
OKY GTG..
Im playing guitar hero... CIOU!
will update more...
Friday, June 12, 2009
was listening to it, while you were buying for me mc spicy!view my playlist -angel.
hey you all!!
Today LiL take off.
He went jamming while i do my chores
then we watched... Tada!
If you have naughty bf, like mine..you better make him watch this. HAHA.!
What i can say bout this movie, predictable..
like the cake part..really hilarious...
Cant wait for tmr..
Love,
*~Nadia~*
Today LiL take off.
He went jamming while i do my chores
then we watched... Tada!
If you have naughty bf, like mine..you better make him watch this. HAHA.!
What i can say bout this movie, predictable..
like the cake part..really hilarious...
Cant wait for tmr..
Love,
*~Nadia~*
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Us at the new shopping centre! Dont ask y his mouth is white..hehehe
hello!
Ive finish my project!
the teacher give us
us meaning mardhiah and me only!
the answer to the exam!!! arh
such a wonderful Nice teacher!
Anyway, im absolute totally extremely happy
LiL take me after sch, then go town.. then we kiss
bubye at the mrt.. He have to work...hmmm.. so sad.
but still happy!!
Freaking long...new shopping centre..
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
yeah we went town but didnt take any pics.. can you c the new shopping centre...
Lil looking at it.
Lots of pretty lights...
Meets Lil work friends . they are so hilarious cant stop laughing with them...
since his friend going to NS, we spend time with them.
oky gtg..
Love
Nadia..
Im so happy Tampines 1 open a J-CO outlet...A little bit disappointing, cause the donut wasnt top up fast
so we eat limited donuts.. i love donut factory.why didnt open here.?
Totally hate his hair..Like Mat rep.. yuckss.
i think if my hair like minah rep he also hate my hair..
But still love him
Sunday, June 7, 2009
This song reminds me of everythingeverything we have ever done
when we first meet.
All the bottles and packs we had,
all the sunrise and sunset we watched
looking at the waves going high and low tide
didnt care what people say.
hand in hand
living in a world only us.
All the bad stuff we did,
for the thrill
didnt care if we spent our $ like water.
laughing like there no tomorrow
Now we are so different
mature, responsible.
People now look
at us differently
With your long sleeve
and my dressing
who ever wonder
what we r once b4.
I miss the old times.
i miss us.
who are we?
where are we heading now?
yea, we are adults now.
Thats why i meet you on sunday after work... : ) understand now?
Love,
Me!
this is the feeling
when pll get betrayed
it hurts me to death
the tears just keep flowing
i understand why..
its oky..
you really break my heart.
when pll get betrayed
it hurts me to death
the tears just keep flowing
i understand why..
its oky..
you really break my heart.
im really want to private my blog..
hmmm...
if i do, friends & family
fret not i wont leave you out..
Promise.
hmmm...
if i do, friends & family
fret not i wont leave you out..
Promise.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
the wind knocks on the window.
over the room small as me
twinkling starts over me
filling the room with love
dont be hurt
caressing my wound gently
embracing me to sleep
too hurt for my legs to walk
eyes so blurry with tears
love never meant for me
i will keep on smiling
if its short
like those stars
embroidered in my eyes
i will love you 4ever.
Today is a bad day.
i dont wish to elaborate why..
what im telling is that im starting to feel
the side effects..
...what i learnt today is..
When you get betrayed by a person you trust
you will hurt more than anything else.
.....
Good luck to you.i forgive what you did,
or else i will suffer in future..Good bye
i dont wish to elaborate why..
what im telling is that im starting to feel
the side effects..
...what i learnt today is..
When you get betrayed by a person you trust
you will hurt more than anything else.
.....
Good luck to you.i forgive what you did,
or else i will suffer in future..Good bye
hey you guys.
ive been watching
oh Su-Jung vs Karl.
Korean drama, i like!
My mum intro to me.
i like it..
ive been out with bf a couple of times.
To J-co, eat breakfast at 7 am at Mac and KFC.
i swear i wont eat KFC breakfast.
so tasteless, but i will forever be your loyal lunch and dinner customer!
ever since bf earn more $. it feels nice to be pampered.
Thank you sayang for meeting me after work .
Love you!!!!!!!!!!!
will upload my bf pics at j-co hehe... so vain he take himself..
lots of love
ME!
ive been watching
oh Su-Jung vs Karl.
Korean drama, i like!
My mum intro to me.
i like it..
ive been out with bf a couple of times.
To J-co, eat breakfast at 7 am at Mac and KFC.
i swear i wont eat KFC breakfast.
so tasteless, but i will forever be your loyal lunch and dinner customer!
ever since bf earn more $. it feels nice to be pampered.
Thank you sayang for meeting me after work .
Love you!!!!!!!!!!!
will upload my bf pics at j-co hehe... so vain he take himself..
lots of love
ME!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
ive always totthat love exist
only with family.
ive never believe
i never try to see.
More i pushed you away.
the more you will be one step nearer to me
you like being around me
when im not there
you want me to be there.
use to be i dont like it, but now i love it
i never understand why.
you never force out of me
you patiently wait for me
until im ready.
you hardly make me do things i dont like
even if i want to sacrifice to make you happy
you dont wanna burden me
you always respect what i want to do
Ur someone i can be myself.
We are always laughing
doing stupid things together
honestly ive always take you for fun
i never knew fun can be serious
you are like my best friend my boyfriend.
you listen when i have prob
you be there EVEN when i dont need you
Though you suffocate me with your presence
i kinda of like it.
you are always one step ahead.
going the extra mile for me.
never have i seen someone so sincere
to do things for me.
when im sick
you cook for me, bring me medicine
really your the first doing it for me
it really touch my heart
you know my situation
you willingly take it all in
and stand with me.
Telling me to stand up for myself and be strong
Though we are different,
im mesmerize that we tune in harmony.
im always bored and change what i what.
but this time round im beginning to realised
ive change for better.
you being different is like special to me.
someone unique and i like it.
Finally im happy.
i dont want my happiness to go away.
ps: you are talented and smart,
dont let other things be in your way to ur future..