Monday, November 30, 2009
Parent bought Cybershot DSC-TX1.
Im a happy human being..!
weeee! im high on excitement..
Mum and dad like the gold.
me too, like the pink but
well unisex colour better
for us sharing..
Luv, Nadia
Kalil been working hard, to save money and spend the $ together
mostly, because he dislike that i nag at him hehe.
i kinda miss you.hell no, i miss you alot.
ive to admit im stubborn always want my way. "Nadia want this, want that"
i must learn if things dont get my way, ive to be very patient.
mabe because at home, i hardly get my way, and nod when parents or siblings say.
i hardly say no or mabe. i will do and his cute bf of mine will be there to help.
but no, i dont care anymore i want to be nicer to you. you are equal to me. my other half
i should give respect him 100% coz he ultimately respect me all the way.
No more Miss.want it all
Good bye Nadia the bitch, hello Nice.
(nadia try your best k! the best)
Sunday, November 29, 2009
If he can change for me
i will surely try my best to change for him
stop running at the sight of problems.
Luv, Nadia
Saturday, November 28, 2009
“Time For Miracles” Written by Alain Johannes and Natasha Shneider Produced by Rob Cavallo Performed by Adam Lambert Adam Lambert appears courtesy of 19 Recordings Limited/RCA Records
It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
Baby can you feel it (can you)
You know I can hear it (hear it in my soul)
So can you feel it feel it….
You know it’s time….
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us
Before i met you i had plans layout for myself
But after knowing you, i made new plans.
Since mabe you are not in my life, do i go for plan A.
mabe i should.
If its official, i will chase for my dreams..
for now we will see how it goes.
when im angry i always make irrational decision
i wish i can kick you out instantly
but i end up forgiving you
but im just human.
~~~~~~~~
Why im so hard on myself
letting go of our relationship easily
for stupid little reasons
its because of the hardship i went thru.
the almost 7 years ordeal.
so i make a promise
no one is going to make an big impact,
hurt or step on my head anymore.
thats why you have to suffer, for other people mistakes.
~~~~~~~~
:Motto:
Its not good to sleep angry
sometimes you wake up
forgetting problems
sometime you wake up angrier than before.
So always solve the problem b4 going sleep.
and always speak whats on your mind
keeping quiet and taking all in wont solve problem
it will blow up one of this day.
So tell nicely, whats bothering
~~~~~~~~~~~
Luv, Nadia
Friday, November 27, 2009
You want games,
i give you games,
I will only stop
when you say sorry..
But for now, sorry can go to hell
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Bb got a new job! Thanks to me bey-beh!
went Sakura with Adi..
Shag after 3 hrs in Far east
Carls JR
beef chili cheese fries
BB take for me photo, not sincere!
jealous.
Beautiful lights
Luv, Nadia
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Today's agenda: HAVE FUN!
Luv, Nadia
Friday, November 20, 2009
Do you know who is Justin Bieber ?
He was discovered on Youtube
His just 11 and has awesome voice
(look up my playlist)
Songs to listen Favorite girl
(guitar, studio)
& one time(made with usher)
Luv, Nadia
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Some people have to understand the differences of
Kiss ass and sincere
kiss ass is doing something good to people which is not sincere
to gain benefit your own self. More of a motive
While sincere is doing something good.
which do not care what you get in the end
but to have everyone happy
~~~~~~
For my case, the people who is close to me
just dont know the meaning.
im sad you are close to me
but assume the worst of me.
You change into someone
scheming and hold grudges
Turning into some1 you hate.
Why cant you just let it go.
You urself say one should forgive
and move on, and you have never felt
that way.
but now i should say this to you.
"Listen to your own words"
~~~~~~~
It just sucks when you plan an occasion for
things to be better but end up
destroyed by people and making
situation worst.
and worst of all speaking behind my back
and saying all the fake stuff.
which isnt true.
When you could have ask me
the truth, stop assuming!
its such a shame when ive always
defended you when people say stuff
about you.
even if its the truth i ask them to shut up!
Mabe for you both you dont understand
what is special and precious
that is worth saving
I wish it was just like 1 year ago
all of us happy and strong for each other.
Luv, Nadia
Kalil and Nadia
Found back my ring
Kalil gave me
my first present frm him
1 half year ago i think.
Alot of memories
Merdandy = nice sheesha
automatic change charcoal
friendly service, nice ambience
reminds me when i was in national team
primary sch and secondary sch.
we found a nice place!
The Cat love night life at Clark quay. cute!
$1 more for freaking lots of cheeeseee!
Happy! Lil says so much you eat..hehe
Always have the first bite,
b4 i say yes.hmm.
:)
never fail to make me laugh!
headed to Punggol coffee shop.
Luv, Nadia.
ps: we saw upside down Christmas tree!!
tot it was put the wrong way but
the security guard says design.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i wanna bloggy blog!i dont have pictures...
hmmm, i wish i own a camera.
wanna pester my mum to buy but .....
must be patient, i cant have what i always want
its time to work for half a year.
since no pics for now.
i just talk bout my life & what i did
~~~~
eh hello my mother say i look older than her
heart pain! haha, i have to admit she looks younger
her face so supple. i wanna sleep early but my sleep
cycle sucks. sleep at 6am wake up 6pm, classic!
how? i think i should stay up till night then sleep,
make myself wake up morning! phew.
when? hmm...
~~~~~~~~~~
i was mad with my sayang
he said last min cancel overtime at 10pm
the event took longer than expected
i cried, so sad, almost put on my contacts
surprise me with a gift in the afternoon the next day
cute! make me smile.
so he waited for me while i change
after KFC
went cold storage buy wine
went sheesha again..and eat cockles kway teow
BB wanna add more cockles,
the cook did for us a small bowl plus nice gravy.
wanna go there again!
the grandma there ask
"very weird you really like cockles, very good"
hehe
i said he's crazy for it even though he has allergic
we went clarke quay hand in hand we walk
take pictures here and there.
wanna take train, but someone insisted to take bus
so that we can spend time
once he hit the seat he's tired
chit! spend time. hmmm i watch him
sleep on my lap. cute pulak.
went Mr teh tarik eat again for the 4th time, 1st at home.
oohhh the cheese fries!! argh no pic!
then we walk arnd tampines
took taxi went punggol, we went to the coffee shop.
talk cock really shit, then went home morning..
hmm next week where do we wanna go?
new spot we shall try.
~~~~
i eat eat eat, not getting fatter,
i know why now!
1st, im always late
so i will rush everywhere
2ndly, always walk,
to and fro my grandma place
almost everyday
3rd,metabolism, so 1 & 2 no point!
hahaha oky not funny!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i miss my friends
hmmm thinking to meet them saturday
rushing, try my best.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
while i blog the cute gift beside me disturbing me
waving and shaking its head
guess what? haha
Thank you love!
Love, Nadia
Sunday, November 15, 2009
SO NADIA AND KALIL...
ADAM LAMBERT - WHATAYA WANT FROM ME
Slow it down.
Whataya want from me,
Whataya want from me?
Yeah,
Im afraid.
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me?
There might have been a time when I would give myself away
Oh, once upon a time I didnt give a damn
But now,
Here we are
So, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Just dont give up
Im working it out
Please dont give in
I wont let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, its plain to see
That baby youre beautiful
And theres nothing wrong with you
Its me
Im a freak
But thanks for loving me
Cause youre doing it perfectly
Yeah there might have been a time when I would let you slip away
I wouldnt even try but I think you could save my life
Just dont give up
Im working it out
Please dont give in
I wont let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
(Just dont give up on me)
(I wont let you down)
No, I wont let you down
So, just dont give up
Im working it out
Please dont give in
I wont let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, Whataya want from me
Just dont give up
Im working it out
Please dont give in
I wont let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Pon and Zi
By the talented Jeff Thomas
official web:
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Breakfast at Tiffany's Afganistan.!
Cute huh..? both.
Yea my eye bag. need to sleep early.
Damn Cafe world!
my mr.matrep
& my mr.crazy.
I.have.lots.of
crazy.pictures.of.him
.hehe.
We both didnt sleep properly that day
Went breakfast since his stuff with me
and he went off to Sentosa for
his school excursion.
So Primary/ Secondary sch!
♥
Luv, Nadia
"Some Tears Never Dry"
Baby..
Some tears never dry
I used to think that we could work it out
I used to think that if we had some problems
I always thought if there was love around
No matter what, I always thought we'll solve it
Now everyday we're in an argument
It's like a circle that don't ever end
We're keeping secrets and we're telling lies
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...
I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry
Now what happened to our movie nights?
Girl, I thought that we would always have them
I used to make you laugh like all the time
Now I don't ever, we got a problem
Lately, you never ask about my day
And on the phone we got nothing to say
I get the feeling something's going on
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Cause I...
I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry
Let's talk about
A way that we can work it out
Girl, we're running outta time
And the thought of a break up
Is tearing me up inside
We can work it out
If we talk about it
We can show the world
That you and I are fighting for it
We'll get through the worst
And I know we'll make it
If we stay together
We'll make it through alive
I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry
Currently 1 of my fave show!!
The characters in the show starts to grow on me.
the show is about rich high school students
struggling like what most high school student face
totally different than gossip girl, this is more
to reality.
.something to learn.
Drugs.Love.Health.Money
betrayal
My fave character in the show
Silver / Jessica Stroup
in the first top pic, her hair is longer.
whatever hair suits her.
she is so beautiful!
she makes me wanna cut my mane!
December mabe..
like wanna do short wavy bob like her!
Luv, Nadia
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Something to talk about
Yesterday, lil bought hot chocolate from Mac D
and he added caramel. The person warn us
he never done this b4. haha. oky we just go ahead.
It taste the same as the hot chocolate from
starbucks, except too sweet.
anyway next time, im craving for caramel Hot choco
i will go to Mac D and ask for it and less sugar/syrup.
hmm but i think its just improvise something the crowd loves
For coffee lover obviously they know where to buy the original
Anyway a Barista earns 2k just to do just coffee and maintain the machine
not starbuck/coffee bean.
Anyway in Italy, if they open starbucks or Coffee bean
They will go bankrupt. Italian people knows their coffee best.
im so preaching what teacher says!
~~~
Actually the reason we went to town
was to find Gossip girl DVD.
When we found it, lil ask do you want it?
i think for a moment, again and again
then i said no.. somehow the show
stays vividly in my mind.
Anyway its so Expensive!
and i would feel so so guilty if he buy it for me.
Season 1, $40 Season 2, $70
I should wait will season 3 and buy it
since the price will go down and down.
oky smart.
then i need a pendent, so he will buy for me,
oh now we have to go on a search for pendent!
~~~~~
Today Mum ask me
"Do you want to take degree?"
argh, i want to, but i feel so guilty my parents
supporting me!
i feel so stress thinking about them supporting me.
my decision? hmm havent decide
~Jobscope~
Anyway, im the accountant and cleaner in the house.
hehe no shame,
meaning
b4 my father or mum open the stressful thing
call Bill.
i will open up and go to the S.A.M/Hong leong
and pay.. Write down what i pay in my book.
im so acting like an accountant.
Ater doing this i realise
*I nag more to my siblings to close the electricity
*no more stand-by mode for rice cooker/tv
*no more dilly dally in the shower
*b4 i sleep or go out frm the room i make sure i off everything
* to make outgoing calls, drag myself to the hs phn.
*if watching the same show, watch together*heat up the water, only for a while
anyway the news says the price will go up, so save save save!
The cleaner part, ya, clean the house. hehe
so no life.Partly exercise. must think positive.
Luv, Nadia